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February 27 Just So You Know"The surface is so cold and worthless, All the things that I have still come from there, So paint the windows in front of my face, When you know damn well there's, No one BEHIND THEM! I wish your body was not so warm to me. I wish your body was not so warm to me. I wish your body was not so warm to me. Just so you know.."
innsbruck..solitamente ultimo baluardo della stagione al cui ritorno non si può far altro che ricordare in attesa dell'anno prossimo..anche quest'anno bene..in compagnia di un degno cavaliere..sicuramente per la neve meglio dell'anno scorso..ma mai abbastanza..in compenso ritornare a percorrere il caro vecchio bosco del versante est è sempre piacevole..soprattutto quando per qualche errore ci si ritrova incastrati in un cespuglio tanto da non riuscire più ad uscirne..o in mezzo alla neve bagnata come essere incastrati in un qualche impasto..e poi la solita serata distrutti dal giorno in giro..le grandi mangiate..la grande sauna della buonanotte..la super colazione..la comparsa di un nuovo luigi..fortunatamente non sulla mia donna..e i ga fatto ben..teneri bambini a guardare i porno..e il viaggio in corriera in preda a gas asfissianti domandandosi se quando progettano le corriere non prevedano certe situazioni..altra buona dose di buoni ricordi..
"..It's me against the world, still I'm losing ground, And I'd kill to taste what it must be like, Cause it's everyone of my empty parts, That you fill, now. I wish your body was not so warm to me. I wish your body was not so warm to me. I wish your body was not so warm to me. Just so you know.."
e poi ritornare..accarezzare la propria donna rendendosi conto che la sua pelle è ancora liscia come all'andata..sentire i suoi fianchi taglienti e perfetti..ritornare all'aara realtà..accorgersi che ormai il tempo della giacca sta per terminare..il tempo in cui solo a mettere il naso fuori dalla porta ci si congelava il naso ed il fumo della sigaretta si confondeva con i vapori del respiro..ora questo sta scomparendo ed io con esso..sta per terminare il periodo della neve..il generale inverno batte in ritirata..ed io suo fedele samurai mi vedo costretto a seguirlo..e la sconfitta porta sempre con sé il seppuku del guerriero..ed è in sere come queste che il dolore si fa più sentire..che ci si sente sprofondare..quelle sere in cui se si presentasse un demone saresti pronto a stringere con lui qualunque patto pur di sentire un po' di sangue scorrere dentro..pur di sentire che qualcosa si muove e il tuo corpo non è così inerte come può sembrare..la voglia di parlare e muoversi scende a zero..la voglia di uscire non c'è..potrei restare tutto il giorno a fissare il soffitto..al buio..per il mio ego non cambierebbe nulla..solo gli obblighi mi smuovono dal non morire..solo questo pigro e ripetitivo movimento..speriamo in un ultimo alito di vita e concludiamo con onore questa stagione..
"..And all it was was something beautiful. When tides and dreams don't seem so tall at all, And all it was was something beautiful. When tides and dreams don't seem so tall at all." February 24 Empty WallsYour empty walls... Your empty walls... Pretentious attention Dismissive aprehension Don't waste your time, on coffins today When we decline, from the confines of our mind Don't waste your time, on coffins today Don't you see their bodies burning? Desolate and full of yearning Dying of anticipation Choking from intoxication Don't you see their bodies burning? Desolate and full of yearning Dying of anticipation Choking from intoxication I want you To be Left behind those empty walls Told you To see From behind those empty walls Those empty walls When we decline, from the confines of our mind Don't waste your time, on coffins today Don't you see their bodies burning? Desolate and full of yearning Dying of anticipation Choking from intoxication Don't you see their bodies burning? Desolate and full of yearning Dying of anticipation Choking from intoxication I want you To be Left behind those empty walls Told you To see From behind those empty walls Want you to be Left behind those empty walls I told you To see From behind those empty walls From behind those empty walls From behind those empty walls The walls From behind those empty walls I loved you, yes Though they be For you killed my family Don't you see their bodies burning? Desolate and full of yearning Dying of anticipation Choking from intoxication Don't you see their bodies burning? Desolate and full of yearning Dying of anticipation Choking from intoxication I want you To be Left behind those empty walls Told you To see From behind those empty walls Want you to be, left behind those empty walls Told you To see From behind those empty walls From behind those empty walls From behind those fucking walls From behind those god damn walls Those walls... Those walls... February 17 ATWA"Hey you, see me, pictures crazy. All the world I've seen before me passing by, I've got nothing, to gain, to lose, All the world I've seen before me passing by, You don't care about how I feel, I don't feel there anymore, You don't care about how I feel, I don't feel there anymore, You don't care about how I feel, I don't feel there anymore, You don't care about how I feel, I don't feel there anymore.."
solite sensazioni sdoppiate di piacere e dispiacere fuse assieme nella mente..consapevolezza di dover gettare la spugna per ora e trovare una diversa felicità da quella che giudicavo canonica..stanchezza..illuminazione dello spirito e gran lavoro in solitaria..a questo punto pare l'unico modo di riuscire a sopravvivere degnamente..passato il compleanno e passato san valentino giusto per ribadire il concetto e riportare alla memoria tristi pensieri..e forse è il caso di fermare qui la parte negativa, dato che probabilmente ci sarà da parlare più avanti..domani colloquio di lavoro..forse si comincia a fare qualcosa..e ora mi pare giusto parlare della parte buona, perché in questo susseguirsi di paranoia e tristezza uno deve pure cercare di distrarsi per sopravvivere..gran festa di compleanno, felice, ben riuscita, nuove comparse nel branco, che speriamo sinceramente di rivedere, perché almeno qualcuno se trova la felicità è giusto che la conservi..la lista di ringraziamenti sarebbe troppo lunga, comunque devo davvero ringraziare tutti..e poi c'è stato il paradiso..5 giorni di freeriding puro in quel del brocon in compagnia del mitico virus..gran surfate in fresca, film, cene da morire, panini del buon marcello "a te è più facile trovarti la morosa che farti il panetto, diogana"..ahahahah..magari marcello, magari..e dopo 2 giorni e mezzo scoprire di riuscire ad alzarsi solo per mettere sotto i denti la solita luculliana colazione per poi tornare a letto collassati a vedere film fino all'ora di cena..anche questo è freeriding..e poi il buon uomo che ci strappa dopo una sventurata discesa "soft" a seguire un sentiero, caricate le tavole e saliti sulla sponda abbassata..e in curva il panico..però lo abbiamo battuto dietro e storto quell'angolo di mondo..e sul fuoripista della laresè quei kazzo di salti si ricorderanno di noi..e pure il boschetto..di noi..e della mia maschera..che mi ha salvato dalla probabile perdita di un occhio tramite ramo preso in pieno..maschera forse da buttare ma almeno vista bioculare salva..poi il nuovo salto dalla roccia virus, in nome dello scopritore..poco park, qualche volo funesto..però concludere qualche 180° in sicurezza ti fa pure mandare a fanculo il park, soprattutto se poi ti metti a girarli in mezzo al bosco..anima ed essenza dello snowboard..poi la ricerca dei trofei, dei bianconigli, con elezione di miss snowboard 2008..sti kazzi..peccato che era impedita, ma comunque uno stile così in pista non si era mai veduto..video con telecamera..che l'è che lì..girata in notturna per scoprire la pista piena e i mostri dello snow..matusa nell'oscurità totale..figata..altro da dire..no forse no..attendiamo con fervore il weekend a innsbruck..speriamo nel bel tempo..sulla neve spero di non aver grossi dubbi..troppo mi manca il boschetto di innsbruck..e almeno quest'anno saprei pure dove girare la sera..vedremo..per ora lasciamo passare questa settimana..in attesa di trovare un luce, che anche se non sarà quella di uno splendido sorriso o di due occhi brillanti, permetta comunque di scaldarci e farci star bene..puttana l'orso..
"..Hey you, see me, pictures crazy, All the world I've seen before me passing by, I've got nothing, to gain, to lose, All the world I've seen before me passing by, You don't care about how I feel, I don't feel there anymore, You don't care about how I feel, I don't feel there anymore, You don't care about how I feel, I don't feel there anymore, You don't care about how I feel, I don't feel there anymore, I don't sleep, anymore, I don't eat, anymore, I don't live, anymore, I don't feel"
Falling OnWhen you feel so close to some resolve And you write the words you’re writing for But your courage gets dissolved Into what, I don't know... When you feel that way again You have to stop your thinking And think of what you're here for And let the rest of your feelings go You've got to find your balance, You've got to realize You've got to try to find what's right before your eyes, Oh And if you find you've fallen, and all your grace is gone Just scream for me and I'll be what you're falling on, Oh When you feel so close to some resolve And you say the things that you're standing for Don't let your courage get dissolved Cause it's then the fear grows You've got to find your balance, You've got to realize You've got to try to find what's right before your eyes, Oh And if you find you've fallen, and all your grace is gone Just scream for me and I'll be what you're falling on, Oh Oh Woah, Woah Ho Just give me the word and I’ll be there Show me the words that I’ve been living for Just tell me the things you’re not afraid for It’s do or die, this is either or Just give me the word and I will be there, Just give me the word and I will be there! You've got to find your balance You've have to realize You've got to try to find what's right before your eyes, Oh And if you find you've fallen And all your grace is gone Just scream for me and I'll be what you're falling on, Oh You've got to find your balance You've got to realize You've got to try to find what's right before your eyes, Oh And if you find you've fallen And all your grace is gone Just scream for me and I'll be what you're falling on, Oh February 10 Somewhere I BelongWhen this began
I had nothing to say and I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me I was confused and I let it all out to find that I'm not the only person with these things in mind inside of me but all the vacancy the words revealed is the only real thing that I've got left to feel nothing to lose just stuck hollow and alone and the fault is my own and the fault is my own I wanna heal I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I've held so long (erase all the pain 'til it's gone) I wanna heal I wanna feel like I'm close to something real I wanna find something I've wanted all along somewhere I belong And I've got nothing to say I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face I was confused looking everywhere only to find that it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind so what am I what do I have but negativity 'cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me nothing to lose nothing to gain hollow and alone and the fault is my own the fault is my own I wanna heal I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I've held so long (erase all the pain 'til it's gone) I wanna heal I wanna feel like I'm close to something real I wanna find something I've wanted all along somewhere I belong I will never know myself until I do this on my own and I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed I will never be anything 'til I break away from me and I will break away I'll find myself today I wanna heal I wanna feel what I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I've held so long (erase all the pain 'til it's gone) I wanna heal I wanna feel like I'm close to something real I want to find something I've wanted all along somewhere I belong I wanna heal I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong I wanna heal
I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong Somewhere I belong February 07 Snot feat. Corey Taylor - RequiemWe were ready for anything
We were ready for anything
Everyone knows some pain I see the loss every time someone says your name When you know someone who shines hard A soul of the age who doesn't care who the fuck you are You had a friend, a brother who was everything But he had to go away... that was yesterday I've lost a lot of people in my time The good, the bad, the unreal, and the ones who shine So I know you all understand when I say that until they left We were ready for anything We were ready for anything... but this You are not gone We keep you here inside us You are not gone We know you're still beside us You are not gone We have this light you gave to us Now it's time to lay to rest our friend And through these songs His memory will never fucking end We will see that Through this loss we'll shed some light on you Until the day you left us We were ready for anything We were ready for anything...but this You are not gone We keep you here inside us You are not gone We know you're still beside us You are not gone We have this light you gave to us Why'd you have to go? We never had a chance I can't believe it so I won't admit it Life ain't shit without you in it You are not gone We keep you here inside us You are not gone We know you're still beside us You are not gone We have this light you gave to us Everybody says the light that shines the brightest burns out fast But what they never say is all the light they give us lasts We hold the memories and cherish everyday we had But we would give it up in a second just to have you BACK!!! February 03 Penguins And PolarbearsI don't want you to know too much about me, oh no 'Cause I know you'll take advantage of the words that I say You're looking for a way to depress me, make me pay You don't want me to be To close around you 'cause I would see All the weak sides that you got, but which you're trying to hide You know I would nail you if I could nurse my pride 'Cause you're on the top when I'm low As soon as you're fading I will grow I don't like you, you don't like me We're lacking energy, yeah we're lacking energy It's a mindgame we play Rule the roost, major cliché While one of us is fit, the other's going insane And every time we think the positions will remain You're on the top when I'm low As soon as you're fading I will grow I don't like you, you don't like me We're lacking energy, yeah we're lacking energy So you got me up against the wall And I'm only waiting for your fall I'll get back on top, and be carefree It's not the end for me, no it's no the end for me I know we're thinking the same And our opponent's the one to blame Thinking this way is not something that we both longed for Living this way is something we never did plan But I don't think we will change 'Cause we're stuck in roles as other's antipoles You're on the top when I'm low As soon as you're fading I will grow I don't like you, you don't like me We're lacking energy, yeah we're lacking energy So you got me up against the wall And I'm only waiting for your fall I'll get back on top, and be carefree It's not the end for me, no it's no the end for me It's not the end for me, no it's no the end for me It's not the end for me, no it's no the end for me It's not the end for me |
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