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May 31 Lacuna Coil - Spellbound"Burning here, in the room, Feeling that the walls are moving closer, Silent scene the dark takes me, Leads me to the ending of another day, I'm haunted. Tell me who you are. I am spellbound, You cannot have this control on me, Everywhere I go I am spellbound, I will break the spell you put on me.."
eccoci qui, di nuovo io e tutto quello che ho dentro..ed ora non lo so nemmeno io cosa ho dentro..sento perturbazioni che si muovono..sento che effettivamente non è cambiato molto da qualche mese fa dove avevo trovato un certo equiibrio..ma trovo che assaggiare di nuovo il gusto della felicità mi ha fatto capire quanto felici si può essere e quanto bene si può stare..si può sentire il sangue scorrere e vedere tutto sotto una luce differente..se poi si aggiunge che sta tornando l'estate si spiega molto altro..che poi veda il mio futuro sempre più offuscato e non veda molte strade da seguire..nuove scie da seguire per trovare un po' di pace e tranquillità come in quello spiazzo in mezzo al bosco dove il sole pareva un fuoco fatuo tra gli alberi..sono qui con la tempesta dentro che non dormo la notte che mi giro e mi rigiro e non trovo pace..che sorrido ma a vuoto..e poi mi ritrovo a voler urlare per liberare il tutto..esplodere per liberare tutto il male che mi porto dentro..ma forse non ho nemmeno le forze per fare ciò e continuo a trascinarmi su e giù per la vita..guardo, ascolto, percepisco, attendo..attendo risposte che per un motivo o per l'altro non ho ancora avuto e la cosa mi turba da una parte e mi irrita dall'altra..e parliamo di cose totalmente differenti..fatto sta che le risposte sono tra le cose che desidererei di più adesso..desidero risposte e tra poco sarò io a doverle dare..e speriamo di darle bene..spero che un poca di fortuna arrivi pure per me..scettico, come sempre..però nonostante tutto qualche bella risata me la faccio pure io perché non capita sempre di trovarsi ad andare a letto quando il sole è già bello che levato..nuove amicizie, nuovi volti, nuova aria..e insomma così..manca un mese al ritorno in paradiso..si vedrà..intanto non posso far altro che aspettare..già alla fine di questa settimana vedremo qualcosa..qualcosa cambierà di sicuro..ma si vedrà come..that's it, that's all..
"..Tell me who you are. I am spellbound, You cannot have this control on me, Everywhere I go I am spellbound, I will break the spell you put on me, Everywhere I go I am spellbound, Everywhere I go I am spellbound, Everywhere I go I am spellbound, I will break the spell you put on me" Linkin Park - New DivideI remembered black skies the lightning all around me I remembered each flash as time began to blur Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me And your voice was all I heard That I get what I deserve So give me reason to prove me wrong to wash this memory clean Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes Give me reason to fill this hole connect the space between Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies Across this new divide There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned There was nowhere to hide the ashes fell like snow And the ground caved in between where we were standing And your voice was all I heard That I get what I deserve So give me reason to prove me wrong to wash this memory clean Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes Across this new divide In every loss in every lie In every truth that you'd deny And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake to great to hide And your voice was all I heard That I get what I deserve So give me reason to prove me wrong to wash this memory clean Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes Give me reason to fill this hole connect the space between Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies Across this new divide Across this new divide Across this new divide May 24 Belladonna - Till Death Do Us ApartI’m in hate - I am darkness Till Death Do Us Part Till Death Do Us Part Or is she my duplicate? Or is she my duplicate? Till Death Do Us Part Till Death Do Us Part Till Death Do Us Part Till Death Do Us Part Till Death Do Us Part May 18 Plus 44 - When Your Heart Stops BeatingTurn it up I never wanna go home I only wanna be part of your breakdown She got caught by the four on the floor It picked her up and she'll never get let down And now I can't stop thinking about it All you people at the top don't know nothing about it We don't give a fuck what the price is So just leave us to our own devices and we'll leave you alone I'll be there when your heart stops beating I'll be there when your last breath's taken away In the dark when there's no one listening In the times when we both get carried away When we both get carried away She says it all without a thought in her head She says it all and she's pressed up against me A little something just to take off the edge A little more and I'll fall of the planet entirely I'll be there when your heart stops beating I'll be there when your last breath's taken away In the dark when there's no one listening In the times when we both get carried away When we both get carried away I'll be there when your heart stops beating I'll be there when your last breath's taken away In the dark when there's no one listening In the times when we both get carried away When we both get carried away When we both get carried away (I'll be there when your heart stops beating) When we both get carried away (In the dark when there's no one listening) When we both get carried away May 10 Skunk Anansie - HedonismI hope you're feeling happy now
I see you feel no pain at all it seems I wonder what you're doin' now I wonder if you think of me at all do you still play the same moves now or are those special moods for someone else I hope you're feeling happy now just because you feel good doesn't make you right, oh no just because you feel good still want you here tonight does laughter still discover you I see through all the smiles that look so right do you still have the same friends now to smoke away your problems and your life and how do you remember me the one that made you laugh until you cried I hope you're feeling happy now just because you feel good doesn't make you right, oh no just because you feel good still want you here tonight, want you ... oh no ...! just because you feel good doesn't make you right, oh no just because you feel good still want you here tonight, want you ... just because you feel good doesn't make you right, oh no just because you feel good still want you here tonight, want you ... I wonder what you're doing now I hope you're feeling happy now I wonder what you're doing now I hope you're feeling happy now May 04 Deftones - Around The Fur"Hey vanity, This vial is empty, So are you, Hey glamorous, This vial is not God any more, Yeah! Speak... I don't get it, Should I ignore your fashion, Or go buy the book, I don't want it, I just want your eyes fixated on me, Come back, I'm coming back around the fur.."
il tempo vola, scorrono via i mesi e non me ne sto nemmeno rendendo conto..tutto scorre più o meno liscio e forse tutto sommato non va nemmeno poi tanto male..il generale inverno continua a combattere in alto..ma ormai deve rassegnarsi..pure maggio è arrivato..e mi ritrovo a scrivere proprio oggi..colei da dove è partito questo blog..che strano..oggi giorno in cui sono riuscito a risvegliare tenebra dal suo letargo..oggi in cui pare delinearsi con più decisione il fatto che tra meno di due mesi due pazzi si dirigeranno alla volta della francia a spaccarsi le ossa..speriamo bene..e poi che dire..fatta gran cena al bocon divino..riuscita alla grande come ogni volta..amicizie che si ritrovano, coppie che si creano e coppie che si rompono, questa primavera sta dando veramente dei frutti inaspettati..io resto qui ad osservare..attendo che arrivi il mio momento..anche se pare non arrivi mai..ma ci vuole pazienza..ne ho avuto così tanta..perché aver fretta adesso..dopo tanto ho sentito di nuovo il sangue scorrere nelle vene, e il cuore battere, e i polmoni riempirsi e svuotarsi..che bella sensazione..e poi sentire di nuovo il vento in faccia..rivedere facce amiche scomparse tante tempo fa..salutare altri sguardi che ormai si trascinavano a rilento nel cerchio della vita..questa primavera ogni giorno mi stupisce..ma sembra che qualcosa fondamentalmente mi sfugga per cogliere il tutto al meglio..ancora troppi pensieri mi offuscano la mente forse..o forse sono talmente al di sopra o al di sotto di tutto che molte cose mi scivolano addosso..mah..periodo strano..stiamo seduti a vedere e speriamo che il vento porti qualche buon cambiamento..intervento di poco valore forse ma pur sempre qualcosa..
"Take, It takes, My eyes again, the fur, the fur, Around...to me...make it fine Speak...Speak! That's so sad you're back, I don't wanna get pissed off, but anyway, Come on, came so far, I'm here to say, don't talk back to me, Speak... You're a liar, You're lying, I don't care about, Wrong, Wrong, Wrong!" May 03 Green Day - LongviewI sit around and watch the tube But nothing's on I change the channels for an hour or two Twiddle my thumbs just for a bit I'm sick of all the same old shit In a house with unlocked doors And I'm fuckin' lazy Bite my lip and close my eyes Take me away to paradise I'm so damn bored, I'm goin' blind And I smell like shit Peel me off this velcro seat And get me movin' I sure as hell can't do it by myself I'm feelin' like a dog in heat Barred indoors from a summer street I locked the door to my own cell And I lost the key Bite my lip and close my eyes Take me away to paradise I'm so damn bored, I'm goin' blind And I smell like shit I got no motivation Where is my motivation? No time for the motivation Smokin' my inspiration I sit around and watch the phone But no one's callin' Call me pathetic, call me what you will My mother says to get a job But she don't like the one she's got When masturbation's lost its fun You're fuckin' lazy Bite my lip and close my eyes Take me away to paradise I'm so damn bored, I'm goin' blind And loneliness has to suffice Bite my lip and close my eyes I'm trippin' away to paradise Some say quit, or I'll go blind But it's just a myth |
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